>>41017250
Ah, I know exactly what he's trying to say
Something for myself, outside, with the sunlight
I spent the better part of the last 10 years working a dead end job on third shift, the bit about sunlight is almost literal
My own skin is marble white, although I like this complexion for myself and my hands are small
Mend two havles, the butterfly....it makes complete sense to me, anon, although I don't want to spill all the details so publicly
Your scries tonight have been of great help to me tonight, so thank you, I hope that mine provided clarity too despite how dark they were
>>41017346
Ah, so he had you all to himself for so long and he's insecure that he wasn't "enough" for you
I know I likened him to a child, but he also kinda reminds me of a cat...my own cat is super jealous over me, but he's come to terms with not being the only cat anymore and I assure him every day he's the king
If you really don't want to choose or give in to the rage he's feeling, you could try to praise him a little more, show him a little more favor
Since you've been together so long, maybe it will pass--maybe, those visions were violent, but you know him best and if he's prone to lashing out and regretting it later
I'm wishing you luck getting this sorted out with your spirit companions, please be careful regardless
I'm heading to bed now, but I hope you have a good rest of your night and we can trade again some time!