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I'm on the same boat. I'm currently repping because trooning out isn't the same as becoming a cis woman, as much as trannies try to claim otherwise. Sure, if I could become a cis woman I'd take the opportunity instantly, but I can make do with just being a feminine man.
You will probably dislike aging as a male and all that entails (body hair, balding, bulky frame), but you didn't mention any intense suicidal dysphoria, so it won't be impossible for you to just get used to the aspects you can't avoid.
Just go be a long-haired twink or something, that's what I plan to do and we seem to be pretty similar so idk it might work