>>535487890
no but coming off it made my autism even worse, in the past I was the loud obnoxious anime pfp genki genki retard, no I'm a robot

it's not just my emotions either, in the past if you asked me what "what is a bo25 but in ftx format" I'd instantly respond with ft13 without even thinking, nowadays I think "round up 25/2 = 13", it's unreal how much it's changed the way my brain works and nothing I've tried has fixed it.

>>535487957
yep, sorry you feel for this meme too