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Yeah, I'm worried about her ambitions a bit... Even cost, it's gonna be a lot for enclosures and stuff, I dunno where she's getting the money for all that... Also I worry because a lace monitor could actually mess her up and hurt her if it felt like...

The other thing is that with pain killers, it's kind of a problem in that I'll start bending my joints more than they can handle because I don't feel the pain. Kinda like if you couldn't feel a burning hot stove top, you'd burn your hand, so even if it doesn't hurt, it still causes damage anyway. I dunno, I've kinda given up on pain relief...

Yeah, I could learn to code more... I'm just kinda bitter about going to school and paying a bunch of money and finally starting real career and then haha your hands don't work now btw lol. It's a tough pill to swallow!! Plus it's really easy to be lazy as a neet...

I will overcome my fear of cooking!!!! Then we can save a bunch of money. That's honestly my biggest motivator.