so I grew up with insanely out of control horniness, I was gooning like legit 7 times a day during puberty, and I didn't really have access to girls until I was like 16/17. All this pent up horniness and porn-induced brainrot (this was during the peak of the "step-family" genre) eventually led me to groping my mom's boobs while she was sleeping; I was like 13/14 at the time and it happened like 3 times before I realized that was fucking retarded; I'm fairly sure she didn't know.
how tf do I cope with having done this? I pushed this unpleasant memory aside for a decade but it got recently unearthed when I played a sex VN where the MC groped his sisters during their sleep, which reminded me of this incident.
