i really like this girl ive been talking to on occasions for the past 4 months. she is a cute asian girl that never had a boyfriend before, she is very sweet, diligent and hardworking when it comes to school and work, and i find that about her to be very attractive. we have only been on 3 dates so far, but we had a great time and i could tell she is kinda into me. recently she started uni so she is really busy rn with school and work, thats why she cant find the time to go on dates in the meantime. im a neet so im not doing much with my life and she was the practically the only thing in my life that gives me happiness. i know it's very egoistical and psychotic of me, but i just wish she would put less importance into her education and work, just so she can have more free time for my sake, and do stuff together. istg ill do anything, ill even get a job and do my best to support her financially just so she can stop working and studying so goddam much!!!!!!