i've been trying to understand mine a bit more my saturn return is just starting and I have a couple weird things in the chart/things going on as well:
mutual reception mercury taurus/venus gemini
venus gemini 9th house chart ruler OOB at 27.32
also venus rules taurus so I think that heavily impacts my sun as well
my benefics/malefics are all just goofy:
jupiter: in fall in capricorn
saturn: in fall in aries
mars: dignified in aries but under the rays
venus: out of bounds

trying to understand these just b/c my transits right now are going to be goofy for a bit I had:
neptune conjunct saturn at the same time my saturn return started
uranus is entering gemini where my chart ruler is

the rulership is also weird I have 3 final dispositors (mars, uranus, moon) but only mars actually rules anything else

other weird thing is a day chart but the day stuff is in fall (jupiter/saturn) and all the night stuff is super influential (venus/mars/moon)
also some key sub 1 aspects: saturn-pluto trine, moon-mercury sextile, sun-uranus square
moon also squares mars and opposes neptune just over 1 degree

trying to understand this better and how they kind of inter-relate as my upcoming transits are significant. Just had/in the middle of:
neptune conjunct saturn while my saturn return starts (also neptune in aries in general since my mars is pretty significant on my chart)
and uranus is heading towards my chart ruler venus gemini so just trying to get an idea of impact and how that all kinda flows through

its kinda fucked up but my optimistic reading is my venus/mercury thing has pretty limited aspects but it trines neptune at the same time saturn and neptune transit it so might be good? lol

anyone having any pointers or things I should look into would be appreciated. i've mostly just been digging into this on my own.