>>40948890
>i wanted to be the epitome of womanhood so that no-one would ever even think to question me
I did the exact same. i dove so far into womanhood and picture perfect everything day in day out, hours and hours of prep every day, for fear of ever being associated with what i was former. out of the frying pan into the roasting pan.
the entire world is gendered, and thats a crying shame. from social settings to the government everything is still one or the other. i feel so pathetic for playing into it because what else can i do except rebel in small ways. enbiness is the next frontier and i would like nothing more than to be in that vanguard. maybe those small ways can eventually become big ways.
>>40949398
fully and genuinely enbygen is the only place where i can find any understanding at all.
>>40949524
>I want to really have my life and my mental health in order a bit more before I feel like I can take that on
i feel that. i give money to homeless people whenever i see them and encourage others to do the same, but soup kitchens and volunteering are still such a ways away ability-wise.