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Anyone else notices that they look significantly worse physically after relapsing but the more and longer they retain they just start to look much more physically attractive. I know its not placebo because I catch much more people staring at me while im retaining compared to when im not, likely because I look physically better.

Like when im on longer streaks my skin starts to be cleaner, my eyes just look better? for some reason. Even my actual eye color turns into a slightly lighter shade of brown (its not because of a lighting change, I've noticed it getting a bit lighter even in the same bathroom lighting i have) my hair looks fluffier and healthier, my physique looks bigger and my face looks sharper and more masculine

Recently I relapsed a few days ago and I noticed I kind of lost this glow I had and looked worse, more "dead" I guess. Not going to doom on the relapse though because im trying this new approach where i dont count the days and just change my identity to someone that doesnt masturbate or look at porn instead of being on semen retention and tracking the day # (which subconsciously tells my mind that I am someone who releases by having to tell myself not to jerk off)

Wondering if any other anons noticed themselves being more physically attractive the longer they retain or if I'm just retarded