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Part 3
Now there was a time to choose a university and a major in it, and because I’ve took exams for entering a STEM major and there was a risk of getting under a compulsory military service, I’ve randomly chosen a Telecom major. I went through it getting Bachelor’s and Master’s degrees without any real enthusiasm but by a willpower and desire not to completely disappoint myself and my parents. I was just studying with a little hope of finding a good STEM job while being a retard in that matter and not actually going for it while studying or taking any internships. Of course, my depressive state didn’t go anywhere – it was coming and going with various rates and power.
My current job came to me by pure chance – a groupmate called me one day, asking if I would be interested in being an electronics teacher in a vocational school. I’ve took that invitation and went with it, and now I’m working for 4 years there, teaching the same stuff I was learning in uni about electronics. That job at least still gives me a sense of stability, a little bit of money to save and spend on myself and I’ve got used to do it.

Sorry for any mistakes and errors here, haven't written that much in English before, being an ESL.