>>40918913
I have a friend who does this. It's essentially a form of self-harm. It makes me immensely sad...
I cant criticize too much because my own coping mechanisms are much worse, but... please try to find a healthier way to cope.

Taking my leave, both from trip and anonposting. Thank you so much to the regulars here who talked with me through some very tough times. I hope everyone one of you find peace.