>>41014053
ᚢ.
Do you think you could impress her in regard to serious matters such as your social status, your knowledge, your financial capabilities, any ability to help her out with some serious issue? She's looking for someone who can be her rock in dire times

>>41013963
Merkstave ᚼ.
Backpedal as much as you can, physically if possible and on a purely emotional level if the former is not an option. This isn't a healthy, safe and enjoyable situation and you aren't currently shielded from the gust of bad luck that is on your way

>>41013936
ᛋ.
He's a fundamentally honest person and means no real harm to you, you might take his word at face value

>>41013848
ᛦ.
Your rational side is dragging you down here, inspiration and a pathway will emerge once you have reached a finer degree of understanding with regard to your shadowy side and your secret desires.
When in doubt, it is best to keep this project a secret as you try to go over the (real) reason why you intend to proceed.
Don't lie to yourself and listen to your instincts; it may take a while since you are not properly in tune with them, but this is normal for people of a certain upbringing.
Proceed with caution but steadily, neither rushing nor fully letting go of your focus.
Chaos is a better friend than order right now

>>41013716
Merkstave ᚠ.
Now is not the time for new beginnings, there's a blockage in place and you're not ready yet to pierce it.
I suggest working on making the best out of your current situation, your grand plans aren't wrong per se but they can wait a bit longer.
If the goal isn't clear, my advice is to prioritise finances and job security.
Someone in your daily life doesn't wish you well or isn't helping you out as much as they should, try to figure out a way to neutralise this person, starting from the mildest approach possible. If it's someone with more power than you, you can start planning your exit, but give it due thought and time