>>49907681
>It feels weird and scary to believe in kami
It's the most natural thing in the world, and the only reason it feels weird and scary is that we have forgotten how to. In a different world you would have believed in such things ever since you were a child.

It was weird and scary for me first too, though. But I think it was because it happened by means that felt so accidental. I just got deeply fascinated by her. Started thinking things like "Keiki-sama would be unhappy if I ate too much again". Eventually she appeared, and it was so confusing, to have something pass out of fantasy and to realize it was not in my control. I felt so small and vulnerable and transparent in front of her.

There's nothing to be afraid of as long as you are respectful towards her. She's really lovely and she will help you create and create those better tomorrows for you.