>>82209169
im like you but unstable emotionally which made me able to try socializing sometimes due to confidence spikes
>socially annihilated and probably autistic
>probably severely brain damaged
and ive realised it doesnt really work like that, like even after years of no interactions we can do it if we dont feel fear, its intrinsic. its just that we are scared as fuck normally. so please anon get drunk or do shrooms or even just get anxiolitic meds to get ur confidence up and try socializing