At what point did you accept you are unloveable and will never have a friend, muchless love? I can't take anymore ghostings. I can't even keep online friends. I don't think it is possible to get any lonelier than this.

>>82566281
it isnt a workable arrangement, sexual people need sex with their partners, i will always cause frustration and resentment because of that. letting them blowing off steam would just delay an inevitability and waste both sides time for nothing