>>82300926
>the demoralization bait loses all power once you realize there are many worlds these women will never enter, whose doors are still open to anons.
ime the only thing that makes some whores seethe is you having a loving family if they're the type of rancid cunt to be all alone in life aside from whoever they fuck, so i guess it's nice i have a mom i can hug and they don't, that's about all i've got

>be me
>feel like something is missing for most of my existence, can't find out why
>feels like I should have been with someone, but I don't know who. It had always plagued my mind, how groups I was a part of should have had one more person
>do a little investigation recently into my mom's files for curiosity's sake (we have a paper archive)
>find out she had an abortion when I was around 10 years old from my step-father, probably because she didn't want to raise his child. It was early in the pregnancy which is why no one noticed.
>She would have been a girl

You know, maybe this is why I've been fucked up all these years. I should have had an imouto. Maybe that's why I grew up to be the way I am, my spirit was trying to cope out of not having my sister.
I think I'm just gonna kill myself now, no point living such a cruel world.