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>Are things gonna change for you because of this appointment, going forward?
I guess they already have.
it isn't going to kill me. improvements are possible for a small percentage of patients but even if I luck out it's not going to last. it's just going to continue worsening as I age.
I'm going to have to apply for disability.
with all of the restrictions that bring.
>Do you feel like those pamphlets, those procedures, the people you deal with are all sorta.. condescending?
it's... more like I'm being thought of as a chunk of meat. a rough, mostly useless piece of meat. something you have to cook for 8 hours to eat. "here's how to start a family", "here's how you can contribute to society", "here's how to be the least expensive member of your category".
I'm worthless unless I procreate. I'm worthless if I can't contribute something else for the world to eat in my stead. stay positive. eat your veggies. get your financial aid and wait, patiently, until the day you die, watching everyone and everything surpass you or grow distant.
I'm sorry siganon. you don't have to provide any advice. you've done plenty. thank you.
I'm going to go to work tomorrow. at least for a few hours.