>terf gf made me suck her strap while she used an egg vibrator thingy
as a bottom chaser that was funnier than i expected

because it functions by chasing a virtual horizon of desire, the thing you desire is spectral carrot that you are always chasing and can never catch the actual content of what you desire is a recombination autofiction that will dissolve under analysis. Thats why people get upset when you go poking at it, not out of anti-intellectualism (all though alot of people are retarded apes so it is for them) but because you are frustrating their suspension of disbelief necessary to enjoy the content of their fantasy. Go too far down the road and you turn into a bloodless academic type that can't enjoy anything.