>femanon
>lonely because of social anxiety
>meet my bf
>my first bf
>he's gentle, caring, and shares my views on everything
>I want to marry him and have kids
>he says he wants the same
yesterday
>he tells me that if he dies, I should be able to move on
>start crying like crazy, ask him why he's saying that
>"just something I thought about"
>can't get it out of my head now
He's the most precious person I've ever met, but now I'm stuck obsessing over the idea that he might leave or die. I just want to stop thinking about it. I was already anxious about losing him because he's too good to be true, and now it's only gotten worse.