>>81951161
I know. I missed out on that and teen love.
How do I cope?

The best is over. I have no friends, no prospects, no love. My childlike wonder and sense of fun is gone. It's all gone. I want out.

Throwback to highschool when I would wake up early and watch gmod idiot box and freeman's mind. All the while mentally preparing for a whole day of being bullied. Glad it's over.

I hereby no longer wish to participate in existance. I want to return the ticket and go back to the void. This gift is more trouble than it's worth, plus I never asked for it. I wonder if there's a refund policy if you decide that life isn't for you.