Two weeks ago I found my older brother in his room where he hung himself attempting autoerotic asphyxiation. I know this because his pants were down and his iPhone was on the ground by him and unlocked to Florg's latest stream. I being the dutiful little brother took him down, pulled his pants up, called and ambulance, attempted CPR until the ambulance arrived, and then cleared his iPhone history. The ambulance driver asked me what happened and I told them he tried to hang himself and then he started asking questions if he was suicidal and I couldn’t say it so I told him yes he was for a long time. A few hours later he was labeled dead on arrival and they couldn’t save him. My parents were devastated of course and I made a suicidal note using ChatGPT basically sayings it’s not their fault and thanking them for everything hopefully to give them closure. I figured at the time it would be better than the reality of what happened. But now I’m thinking embarrassing accidental death might be better for my parents than suicide my mom is constantly crying about what she did wrong. My dad is a lot more quiet and has been drinking constantly. I know I’m going to get a bunch of smart-ass comments but can you all be semi serious? Believe me all of you were my last choice but my Reddit account was banned off three boards already. So should I just tell them the truth or should I just stay quiet about all of this?