>>41090900
I'm afraid your whole post is a nonsensical ramble from a mentally disordered mind. I will say a prayer for you. May you one day soon be blessed with the peace of God.

>>41090406
Here's another rendition with female vocals:

Daughters of Mary - O Filii Et Filiae

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcnJAFFVorg

>>40612109
You follow your sinful heart?

"For out of the heart come evil thoughts—murder, adultery, sexual immorality, theft, false testimony, slander." (Matthew 15:19, NIV)

"A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of." (Luke 6:45, NIV)

Only Jesus can give us a good heart. All of these countless testimonies, whether written ones or video recorded ones, prove that.