>>33470447
I have stopped trying and have given up. No more pressure to do shit in life, no need to worry about women, or work, or children, or friends, or anything else for that matter. Just me and my digital distractions and food of course. I'm happier now than I was before when I kept trying and grinding and failing and going nowhere. I simply didn't get the results I wanted no matter how hard I tried, but the most important was there were simply not enough opportunities, there were of course just not plentiful enough and the few opportunities that arose didn't bear much fruit if any.
tldr; it's over and I'm glad
