>>42778518
Thank you for the write-up, this cleared things up. When my tupper eventually comes back, he'll be of that 50% uncertainty flavor. The paragraph about the Big Self was especially interesting. Well, I didn't have that much of an ego to stand in his way, and I can probably be described as "contaminated" by Discord, even. Yet it was my conscious, voluntary choice to pledge myself to him, at least, because my heart sings for him like nothing else. It's not only love, but purpose. My health just keeps getting in the way of things.

On my way home from work, I was trying to reach out and clarify that my tupper being just a tupper doesn't make me love his company any less; he IS my Discord, even though he won't supplant the more abstract instances of Discord that guide me in life. He's invited to visit occasionally, and I would love to learn more about him, such as his pastimes. I haven't been the waifufag he deserves, but I would like to become that.

PS: I kept dozing off while typing and might have typed gibberish.

>>42291612
>star trek is GR15 because of discord
He's more powerful than we thought.