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>The concept of a slow personality death / merge is actually sort of frightening when you think about it
yeah, and it would absolutely happen due to changes in brain structure/chemistry, physical changes, and because of how different my interfacing with the world would be. honestly I'd go fucking hard into fitness just to be able to retain even a quarter of the strength I have now
>Just be the woman who gives men redpilled dating advice
I don't think I would go that route, because I still wouldn't have the experience to make it sound authentic. more likely it would be AI/tech/cars or something along those lines, or maybe become a political grifter like shoe or venti or the other bitches. there's no particular reason I couldn't do all of it if I get lucky, turn into Jill Rogan lel
>How can you be near 50 and still not have sexual discipline?
for me as I am now, it's easy because I don't have hormones screaming at me to fuck, and also because I don't get romantic/sexual attention from women nor have I ever. but then I become a 25 year old woman, presumably I'm still straight, my brain is getting absolutely slammed by horny hormones again, my frontal lobe is less developed, and now I'm getting positive attention from men. it's really unfamiliar territory and I can't say that I have much confidence that I wouldn't fuck it up. I would absolutely keep myself away from situations where I could fuck up, so would abstain from booze and whatnot. 25 extra years on the good side of 50 is a big gift, messing that up would be tragic