I took this board’s advice and went to DMT land. I also died from a wound to the chest but doctors brought me back, unrelated. If I understand my spirit guides correctly, they don’t give a fuck about me. They only care about my spiritual growth. I’m not only a spirit though, I have to pay rent. I’ve decided to enter a spiritual rebellion against them. I refuse to be bullied by guides who barely show up. Do you guys have any advice on how I can bridge the desires of the spiritual and physical? Or should I just burn this body down to the foundation?