I used to be a heavy user, like 50-100mg worth of edibles daily but whenever I would abruptly stop I'd get stomach issues and really bad depressive episodes that border on involuntary hospitalization. Not going to tell you to stop all together like some boomer or tradcuck but you should seriously consider dialing back your usage, for your own good. It's a shitty thing to be doing to yourself and it's only going to make your situation worse.