>>33649557
So, I’d rather not disclose my actual weight atm - mostly because it’ll be even more shocking when I finally get to post my gorgeous transformation pics, but I will say I’m definitely out of shape ;>.> I used to be tiny a few years ago when I was hyperfocused on it, but the smallest I’ve been has never gone under 190… it’s disgusting, I know. I look like a fucking tub of lard right now, and it’s so bad that I have to wait for the mirrors to fog up before I shower, or I’ll start crying and cut myself again. I broke my fast today, unfortunately, but I’m gonna start setting punishments for myself so I get it under control. I’m sleeping on my floor tonight because of what I did today.

As for why I type like this - I don’t know. I just do (´ε｀ )

I have a wl thread going on /fit/ right now, if you want it.

Ps. I use Satou in my reaction pics because she’s my ultimate goal. I wanna be super small like her, with itty bitty legs and cute perky boobs