>have a bad relationship
>see infidelity in my family
>get detached
>sleep around with genuinely 100+ women over 4 years
>finally bond with some girl
>we date for two weeks
>she says she loves me, want a tattoo i have, marriage, etc
>breaks it off with me because i said men and women cant really be friends

I think she was avoidant. My head is all over. It's been a month but I've never been broken up with. It's been a constant loop.

>dont look at her socials for two days
>pray
>start seeing everything ive been fucking up
>get new direction in life
>start to see clarity
i still fold and look at socials and fuck up but this might of been what I genuinely needed anons. I haven't felt this clear in a long time. God taketh and God gives. What a fucking rollercoaster.

We're all gonna make it.

>>22936333
i'd vote for you