I normally don't post itt but something extremely odd has happened to me and I need advice

>be me
>been obtaining lots of new items for my altar that I've been dedicating to Lilith
>many are made of silver and other precious or rare materials instead of the usual etsy shit. I really tried this time and used my intuition and random chance to guide me finding all of these items irl rather than online
>all of this occurs between the last months black moon and this months blood moon and eclipse
>around this time I am full of self doubt over myself and my goals which feel impossible to achieve and I ask Lilith to help me because of how lost I feel to the point I intentionally dropped all my reservations and just kinda resigned myself to whatever the spirits wanted to do with me

> I also aquire a crecent moon stone and offer to Lilith the day after the eclipse
>I go to work
>At work that very same day I accidentally get severely burned by being careless and rushing too fast
>it feels strangely good, sexual even
>look at arm after initial swelling goes away. At first I'm horrified and worried it'll leave a horrible mark for life
>I now have a crecent moon shaped burn mark on my arm now in the same shape as the stone I gave her earlier

How in the unholy FUCK do I interpret this? It feels like I've been branded. This sounds like a larp but it 100% happened to me

I'm taking pics (sorry I won't upload them) but this is blowing my fucking mind and the worst part is I don't think anyone will ever believe me because it 100% sounds like the kind of shit someone would fake

The heat felt so fucking good instead of painful. I know it was just an endorphin rush (no I'm not one of "those" people but still. I kinda hope it does form a scar but I'm also kinda worried Lilith is mad at me because apparently now I potentially have a reminder of her for the rest of my life

Please advise succgen this is way too on the nose and "anime/vidya/horror fiction logic" for me to ignore

Had the realization that it's been 3.5 years since I first started working with Lilith/Succubi. I don't even recognize the person I was back then. Surreal feeling.

Little background
>was NEETing hard, estranged from my family and living off bad food slowly going insane never leaving my house
>had only recently started working after a decade of doing nothing after bad decisions left me thousands of dollars in debt
>was a huge /pol/fag, the blackpilled variety of misogynistic and anti lgbt etc

Now it's like I'm a different person. Times I should have lost everything I was saved at the last minute by seeming higher or lower intervention.

Didn't see the tranny shit coming though that really came out of left field. Still overall healthier in general but I can never go back to a normal life