Had the realization that it's been 3.5 years since I first started working with Lilith/Succubi. I don't even recognize the person I was back then. Surreal feeling.

Little background
>was NEETing hard, estranged from my family and living off bad food slowly going insane never leaving my house
>had only recently started working after a decade of doing nothing after bad decisions left me thousands of dollars in debt
>was a huge /pol/fag, the blackpilled variety of misogynistic and anti lgbt etc

Now it's like I'm a different person. Times I should have lost everything I was saved at the last minute by seeming higher or lower intervention.

Didn't see the tranny shit coming though that really came out of left field. Still overall healthier in general but I can never go back to a normal life