>>40929552
Hey, without wanting to come off as dismissive, is this a digital self harm post or your sincere take?
>>40932283
>Like somebody's looked me straight in the eyes and declared me dead.
Jesus Christ.. I can't imagine what that is like, it reminds me of the feelings I had when my mom went into palliative care. Are things gonna change for you because of this appointment, going forward? Maybe a stupid question..
>>40932841
>drawing(right now my own hentai manga).
That's rad, not gonna lie!
>IDK how to avoid burnout despite already having work burnout though.
You will have to pace yourself, which means forcing yourself to adhere to an upper limit of how much time you spend on it. Creating a fixed time window would serve both efficiency and sustainability. The other Anon has a point that you will have to, sometimes, convince yourself that finishing a task eventually is more important that progressing quickly. That can mean resisting temptations such as finishing a draft in 1 week working 8 hour shifts sat and sun in favor of finishing the same draft in 2 weeks working 4 hours at most on it per day.
>>40932977
You know, you make a very important point. Achievement in a vacuum does not make a good goal at all. It's like wanting to be on a mountaintop. There's a nice view but it would not make up for an unenjoyable climb. Let me ask something else then: what skills did it involve, do you enjoy the process itself? What things do you like to do for the pleasure of doing them?
>>40936471
I have come to believe that the reason change is hard is because if it wasn't, if we didn't resist changing, we would be so fickle and unstable in out behavior that we would not act cohesively as individuals or as a group. However, this inertia becomes an obstacle when we are in a bad spot. What is it you want to change?