>>1016781
meditate on what you want out of the experience. Are you fine masturbating to half posed models or do you want to learn more about working with 3d models? For me I'm just not happy or satisfied with my life flashing before my eyes and it's 20 years of sitting behind a computer screen jacking off lol >>1016913 is right, constraints can be healthy challenges. If you didn't jack off what would you do with your newfound time? what if you weren't free to jack off all day and do nothing? imagine how much more alive you would feel