>>81767824
thanks for taking your time to respond with a thought out answer. The problem is not only on a romantic level, but on a platonic level too. The problem is, that i grew up very lonely in my formative years, i learned to spent time for myself but im now so far removed from my peers that i just cant connect. I dont have that certain it. I can fake smalltalk when necessary, but the facade starts to crumble as soon as someone digs deeper. I wish i could find a girl to be alone together with. But these girls are hard to find ( because they make mostly solitary stff too) and dont appreciate strangers coming unto them
>>81768270
ive done enough selfreflecting in my life, i tried so often to overcome my personality, i think i have to go the other direction and dumb myself down, maybe i will pick up drinking. But as it is right now it cant go on, but i still appreciate you for answering me