>When I go to mass there is no community there
Do you help out with activities outside of Mass? Do you engage with people there? I have a hard time believing your parish doesn't do anything. But going from your post, everything seems self centered, and I don't say this as an attack. But to help you self evaluate how you look at the Church and your relationship with Christ.
>Pray, brethren, that my sacrifice and yours may be acceptable to God, the almighty Father.
Like if you're against going to Mass, you cannot know your faith. Just focus on that line alone and look into what it means.