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>why it is so hard for me to be understood by absolutely anyone
This is the human condition, friend. I'm not a fan either, but it appears that it's simply 'how it is'. You're lucky to find a couple of people who get you enough that you can sincerely open up to, it's no guarantee.
>their advice to me is necessarily that I must either not be in conflict with the world or it is all the world's fault
Bury your head in the sand, or the eternal blackpill. Or am I oversimplifying/misunderstanding what you mean?