youre all right i should just be content to be an ugly fuckig quasimodo FREAK and consume slop in isolation for the rest of my pointless life
i should be happy with that even though some people just get to live their lifes and be fucking normal even though i was never allowed that
how DARE i even think about cutting short this miserable humilation ritual in which i exist without my own permission as an utter abomination automaton
i should just be happy!