Thread 40607092

Game of the Year Edition
old >>40594883

QOTT: Have you ever worn your hair in a ponytail?

>qott
yeah, but lately i have been tying my pony tail into a bun to keep my hair out of the way.

>>40607092 (OP)
yes, it accentuates the bald

Yeah but even pony tails get hot so I like a bun

no and i have short hair because im a truemoder

>>40607274
>>40607239
how to put hair in bun

>>40607092 (OP)
>qott
yeah of course. i always had long hair, so i would put my hair in a ponytail when doing sports and stuff sometimes, and i’ve done it while out and about on hot days with friends. i’ve even tried some dumb thing where i leave the front bit of my long hair out of the ponytail for a sort of face framing look, but i think that just kinda looks stupid on me

>>40607376
required: 1 scrunchy, 2 hair ties (maybe more my hair is thin and shitty idk)
tie into a ponytail. put a hair at base of head in a comfortable spot. twist pony to tension hairs in the piny tail and keep them together put hair tie near ned. in the opposite direction you twisted the pony, start wrapping around the base hair tie make sure each wrap goes underneath the previous one until you have wrapped it all. then put the scrunchy over the base + the wrap and make sure it is secure.

why is everyone on tumblr 14, nonbinary, deleted, and being reblogged despite being deleted yet still unfollowable, and also saying lolicons DNI while posting lolicon, and also GIFs saying "dark angel protects this blog" and other weird shit? how do i make them unfollow me?

>>40607502
leave tumblr or put mdni in bio and call them a future predator if they fail to recognize that boundry.

i will not apologize for being an annoying faggot
i love sucking wrinkly old balls
especially when they're sweaty and unwashed

how to get over being a mugly (male-ugly) edm-listening trannysexual truemoderhon with a large cranium and no fashion or money or hoes or hopes

>>40607653
wanna listen to edm together sometime?

give good head like a registered genius
if it's okay
i'd like to see ur penis
get male ass like benches but i ain't gay
you're just gay for assuming i'm gay

im broke as fuck and i need ffs or im going to kill myself any suggestions?

>>40607849
start sucking dicks and sifting through scam job postings

can i suck dicks, too
is your penis cummy
did you mastubate today?
please don't clean it
i have to lick it off so i can taste it

>>40607863
im extremely ugly no one will let me within ten feet of their penis
also im retarded i cant get a job
i should just kill myself right

>>40607810
just dont stab me… and if you do don’t mug me. and if you do leave me 25

>>40607428
tyyyyy

someone just give me permission to kill myself

>>40608126
you just gotta do this for another couple decades it’s not that bad

goodbye gruel world.

nobody is crimsonchinmoding like me
i actually have the strongest chin in the world
it looks like a bad prosthetic and i want to cry everytime i see my face. its paralyzing
it feels like theres an alien protrusion on my face and i am conscious of it at all times
i want to tear it off so badly
and i just have to exist like this and i cant do anything about it
i cant live like this

everything hurts everywhere and I keep crying over nothing

>>40608272
I'll take 50% of your chin so we can both look normal

>>40608279
you cant be a manmoder if you have a weak chin its LITERALLY not possible

>>40608294
justify your nonsense claim
literally fucking how or why?

>>40608279
die

>>40608307
show me how

im such an ugly male

>show me how
i'm turnin' around i'm havin' visions of you
but i understand
the friend i'm dreamin' of is far away
and doesn't feel my love
but i do
i do

suck dick in the bathroom of a republican coded bar

manmoding in the dollar tree cosmetics aisle so hard i get the "can i help you find something" theft deterrence angry face. i want to be so racist right now

I have an unstable body image

my qish is showing

can i post a picture of my face so everyone can tell me how ugly i am and then i can kill myself

>>40608481
you can do anything!! the world is your oyster!!

but if you mog me i’m killing myself

just realized ive been giving myself horrific bdd by taking pictures using my phones camera app bc it automatically ai sharpens selfies and makes me look even more like a man

brutal mogging incoming

i wish everyone in this thread were jerking off into my open mouth
except the disgusting honmoders who dress in women's clothing
and the horrible repressors who smell terrible and spread their bad vibes around
all manmoders are hot butch lesbians with cocks and i must drunk down all their delicious hot cum fresh from the hose

>>40608589
i don’t jerk off its not chaste

>>40608514
>but if you mog me i’m killing myself
not possible
i look like the crimson chin and peter griffin and waluigi had a gay poly butt baby
i never had a chance
unsee cc/album#rFpRTPc4jhcF
OVER A YEAR ON HRT BTW WHAT A FUCKING SCAM

imagine your mouth is full of warm, fresh cum from a manmoder, a hot girl with big boobies and a cute little girlstache, hairy lesbian legs, and a fat ass. imagine the way her male clothing clings to her freshly developed, perky breasts. imagine her strong, hairy arms around you... or her rough hands from doing hard manual manly labor caressing your thighs...

>>40608589
meet me at -10.063088179717516, -152.31111653187153

>>40608628
pictures didn’t load i’m taking that as a sign for me not to look

>>40608628
did you just hack my shit

>>40608669
unsee just went down praying for it to come back so you can tell me to kill myself

>look inside
>girl

>>40608628
>>>/lgbt/bmg

>>40608654
>wojak island

>>40608628
(//_^)

kisses u

kisses you back

*eats ur nose*

>>40609170
>posted the thumbnail award

>maybe ill pass next month
>maybe ill pass next month
>maybe ill pass next month
>maybe ill pass next month
>maybe ill pass next month
>maybe ill pass next month

fuck my stupid faggot life

>>40609234
I'll never understand... I literally had to force myself to accept that I would never pass before I could even let myself start hormones

>>40609242
idk im a hopecel

>>40608628
you need ffs badly

>>40609258
I guess I'm not saying that's bad, but it was just part of the deal for me with deciding to manmode indefinitely

>>40608628
nice hair lil bro, congrats on joining the winning team ^_________^

>>40609258
Injecting straight hopium in my belly.

>>40609274
it would be better if i could put aside childish thoughts like “passing” but i must be emotionally stunted because i can not

>>40609300
that is not an easy thing to do at all, for anyone, unless you are a certain kind of autistic or simply done with all this shit and can just ignore or bypass the whole gender and passing thing (and even then it's still pretty damn hardwired), but I think it's a lot easier to just dismiss the idea or possibility and focus on more immediately tangible non-social goals and achievements

no future

no passed

present day
present time

right here
right now

you can go with this
or you can go with that

right about now it's time to rock with the biggity buck bumble
right about now it's time to rock with the biggity buck bumble
bump to the bump to the bump to the bass
bump to the bump to the bumble

I hate robbing banks

>>40609279
??

i hate my male body

i hate my male soul

father's law: don't touch your mother
mother's law: don't play in the catacombs

i wish being honfident made you pass and using transphobia to punch down made you a hon. that way all passoids would understand being hons

>>40609492
you wanted to be a manmoder right?

>>40608628
fellow permamanmoder
unsee cc/album#da86MKEgiYwI

>>40609502
Can you save-?
Can you save my-?
Can you save my heavymanlysoul?
Can you save-?
Can you save my-?
Can you save my heavymanlysoul?
For me, for me (ooh)
Can you save my heavymanlysoul?
For me, for me (ooh)
Can you save my heavymanlysoul?

>>40608628
How do you not have any tits after a year?

>>40609586
minecraft (fem)villager looking ahh

fakemoders beGONE

>>40609586
>man
a nose job would make you a cis woman

>>40609602
it’s real fakemoder hours up in here, where can we go to be safe anon?

i hate that im the manliest hon itt

>>40609656
no that would be me

i am anger

makes you happy

>>40609675
sure is lil bro

>>40609694
Surgery tomorrow right?

>>40609737
yes i gotta be there by 9:30 in the morning

>>40609575
no not at all which is why im going to kill myself
>>40609586
you look one million times more feminine than i ever will or can
>>40609593
hrt doesnt do anything obviously im some freak underresponder and i never should have tried in the first place

>>40609752
Don’t kill yourself yet, there’s a whole bunch of things you haven’t experienced.

>>40609765
like what

>>40609769
gta6

>>40609784
video games are for children

>>40609769
buy the cheapest plane ticket to another continent and go on a crime spree

>>40609721
none of you ever actually saw me but for some reason decided I'm a passoid, ill never understand

>>40609769
New books that you might not know exist, one of which may very well become your new favorite book.

>>40609799
i call it like i read it sonny

>>40609791
there is only one reason to "grow up" which is starting a family which most of here never will

>>40609791
nah, and even if they were, so what?

i like it when niggers rape me

>>40609586
fake moder

im a white woman and i dress like a slut because i want niggers to rape me

>>40609617
n͕ ̬̖ ͍̠́o̘ ̙̻̺͕̯ ͇̞̭͓̼̻͢w̢͎̣͖͙͈̣̹ ̧̭ ̭̖̼̭̖h̠͎̖̖̘͓ ̰͈͎͍̪ ͚̪́e̺ ͍̥̣͈̫͖͠ ̳̤̠̰̭̘͜r͇͙̥ ͉͈͓͔͟ͅe̜̠̣̞̗͟ͅ
̟̺̬̺̥̖
͟ ̫̤ ̱̪͇̰͉̹͟ ̴͙̣̘̪͇̗ ̭̹͎͇̹̗ ̥ ̭ ̬ ̜̼i͇̭̯͉͕̕ ̯͔̀ ̦͉̭̱ ̙̮̠͇̳̝́ ̱s̯͍̝̥̭ͅ ̮̬̤ ̖͘ ͍̜ ̺̳͓͞ ̠͙̥͙͠ͅ ̡̻̹̜͚͙̞ͅ ̕ ͔ ̕ ̧͖̜̟ ̞̼͈͠
̥͢
̵̫̻ ̛̺͙̞̹͔̪s̷͉̪ ̧͕̟̯̠͖͉ ̷̫̟̰ ͉̞ ̡͈̖̺͈a̝ ̷͖̥͖͎̭ ͕̻̳͔̟̱ͅ ̮̳͘f̝͍̮͙̰ ̧̤̤ͅ ̛̻̦̟̯ͅ ̹̤̹͝ ̸ ̡̟͈͔͉̗̺̣e̗̺̰̹ ͓̮̪̩͉͚̥̀ ̴̞͓̰̠ ̟͕͉̠͍͕

>>40609928
ok faggot

youre all right i should just be content to be an ugly fuckig quasimodo FREAK and consume slop in isolation for the rest of my pointless life
i should be happy with that even though some people just get to live their lifes and be fucking normal even though i was never allowed that
how DARE i even think about cutting short this miserable humilation ritual in which i exist without my own permission as an utter abomination automaton
i should just be happy!

I LOVE RAPING
IT SMELLS POOPY

>>40609969
nobody even said that, retard

>>40609969
its just the haircut just get one that a cis girl would have
you could also hook up with another freak and consume slop together

>>40609969
schizo lol take your meds, at least your antipsychotics probably work

what if you went on a cum-only diet
imagine how hungry for cock you would be
and when you're starving you would associate hard cocks with warm food

>>40610017
thats some science

>>40610017
this is why i still come to this general, for philosophical questions such as this

mmg when someone that actually has dysphoria posts: what da heck... freaking schizo!!!

>>40609656
i’ve actually got the chaddest face structure here, but that’s not saying much

https://unsee cc/album#UpshpcpjXHM0

>>40610150
>>>/lgbt/bmg

>>40610162
long hair truemoders exist, read them and weep

>>40610103
who said this, where? accepting not passing doesn't mean not having dysphoria
stop being so reductive

>>40610150
it's not chad it's just northern plains indian ahh structure

>>40610182
AI thinks i’m indian too, it’s probably my eyebrows

>accepting not passing
youre not dysphoric simple as

>>40610190
?

>>40610150
you’re actually incredibly cute anon, leave this board before it’s too late

i wish i was dead if thats okay with you

>>40610203
fuck off u*i

>>40610264
no, seriously
?

how does accepting you won't pass mean you're not dysphoric? explain

it is not.

why not

>>40610269
?

>>40610283
?

>>40610260
only if you die by my hand

>>40610287
?

>>40610254
it’s incredibly too late actually

helpppp me fucccckkk
what did i do to deaerve this
im trapped im trapped im trapped in trapped

>>40610298
?

>>40610298
?
>>40610302
unfortunate

>>40610308
?

>>40610324
?

>>40610190
how tf does not passing make you non-dysphoric
weird ass take

i'm starting to feel more like a generic 40 year old woman.

>>40610344
congrats tripfag fakemoder

>>40610330
?

>>40610373
?

>>40610344
no one cares

>>40610379
?

now kiss

i need something to hug while sleeping should i get a blahaj?

if you can accept not passing you arent and were never dysphoric
the only truemoders are dead

>>40610406
if you want to be le heckin’ valid tranny or you could just get a body pillow like normies, the choice is yours channer

>>40610414
why or how does that mean that? in what world? how does that make any fucking sense in your tiny little head? explain yourself, shit for brains, or shut the fuck up

>>40610422
im going to blow my brains out promptly because im right

>>40610418
>body pillow
doesnt protect me when in scared in the dark

>>40610432
can you spare a quid ‘fore you go and do that

>>40610414
everyone thinks theyre just gonna kill themselves and then they dont
if you dont and cant pass the only real option you have is to just accept you dont pass, you arent gonna kill yourself

>>40610406
get a girlfriend

>>40610432
that's nice, but before you do, please even fucking TRY to explain because it makes no sense

fuck you

>>40610441
no im broke
>>40610442
i dont have to accept shit
i already tried twice and i failed twice but now ive got a gun so get fucked

>>40610443
people dont stay with me they abandon me after a year or two i need an object that cant run away

>>40610462
i was offering myself but nvm ig

>>40610462
i’m an object that won’t run away

>>40610455
also tried and failed, also have access to a gun, still here
i think a lot of people plan on suicide as a way to ease the pain theyre feeling but telling themselves its temporary and theyre totally gonna themselves out so they dont have to keep going down this shitty route in life
something ive realized tho is that youve got all the time in the world (literally, like forever) to be dead, youve got a tiny window of existence in the bajillions of years of time to actually exist, sometimes its worth it to find the joy in life wherever you can for a while at least
do whatever you want tho im not you

reeeeeeee

>>40610462
can we fill each others holes (the ones in our hearts i mean)

>>40608628
literal fraud fakemoder
you posted your body without the hoodie and without the binder last night
you would look like a normal girl if you weren't insane

>>40610482
>>40610483
>>40610508
im not over my ex

>>40610433
keep a gun in it, gun-san will protect you

im allergic to faggotry

>>40610534
me neither wanna talk about it

>>40610546
is this game

>>40610534
real yearning hours

>>40610534
everyone point and laugh

>>40610538
guns are scary i want this in bigger

>>40610541
do you break out in hives when you load up this site?

>>40610548
post disc

>>40610558
wdym im gay and im bored :c

>>40610559
i deleted my discord to ghost my irls

>>40610576
post discord

>>40610534
same, worstie

they're gonna cut my head off tomorrow i just know it

>>40610641
what did your ex do?

asked my best guy friend if i could rest my head on his shoulders today... he said yes - i''m very happy

>>40610652
what’re you going into surgery for?

>>40610641
which one though

>>40610556
meow wow in mmg wtfffff

>>40610669
remove a super infected tooth thats super brittle and basically unreachable

>>40610406
I just use a body pillow, it's comfy

dae feel these tingles when thinking about their bf? i love it, i'm so much in love. love is not lost.

puke emoji

being into men is such a weirdly estranging experience... i wish more ppl could relate

>>40610664
lie, cheat, tell me I was beautiful

>>40610670
the one I wasted my youth on and repressed over

i will be her

>>40610733
did you cheat too?

>>40610757
looking back I wish I had, but hell no

>>40610800
how long did you repress for?

>>40610804
an extra 10 years after she told me to my face that I wouldn't make a good girl

>>40610828
why did you repress for her?

>>40610828
lmfao

>>40610828
LITERALLY same

>>40610839
well it wasn't "for" her really so much as "over" her, she did keep popping back up in my life for a few years but we weren't together so I think it was just that I still valued what she thought and what I thought she would think of me

>>40610905
well what does she think of you now? please don’t tell me you told her you’re a manmoder…

did somebody post my face? why are you in my walls how do you know about my chad face how how how how why why why

>>40610926
we haven't spoken at all in 12-13 years so I assume she doesn't think anything of me

>>40610929
umm it’s me your nsa agent yeah i did that sorry. you know it’s really slow around here nowadays

>>40610929
sorry pretty boy, that was my fault
>>40610935
how old are you anon?

>12 years and still not over it
skull emoji

>>40610966
I am a 36 year old ma'an

>>40610968
we haven't been together for 15 years and I'm still not over it

>>40610971
damn thought you were someone else…

>>40610878
that fucking sucks, sorry

>>40610981
someone younger or older?

>>40610966
do you really think im pretty?

>>40611002
Older, she hasn’t been here in a few years, but I really miss her sometimes.

>>40611010
i legitimately have no idea who you are sorry, but as I’ve seen many a fakemoder tonight, i’d venture that you are pretty!

>>40611021
fuck you

>>40610641
im better than ur ex
ur better than ur ex
ur ex's a piece o'shit who cheated on u
or smth

>>40611021
everyone that got posted here is ugly as fuck

>>40611037
your turn

i'm a racist nigger and i'm here to say
i hate myself every day

>>40611039
already posted myself

>>40611047
were you quasimodo or the native american looking gay teen

>>40611052
does it matter

>>40611028
then post yourself and prove me wrong??

>>40611061
no i just wanted to match your energy

>>40611047
oh yea then you are pretty (so long as you weren’t the minecraft villager looking one)

>>40611052
he is litrally me

where is june? still beeing a no life loser playing runescape all day?

>>40611073
im the ugly one

i'm ugly
inside & out
i'm repulsive
my grandma's dying
i don't visit her
i just mooch off my parents
i don't get a job
all i do is suck cocks
especially my own
i am a bad person
i make fun of Black people
i love cocks
i love cum
cumshot vidoes
shoot your goo plz
on camera now
then i bingewatch tiktok
then i doomscroll tumblr
then i smoke my meth rocks
that's when i stop eating
then i stay up all night
getting banned & spamming
that's right u can't ban me
that's right
if i were to go away
would you follow me?
if i weren't so shy
i would burn
i steal
i'd steal all the cars
I GRAB YOU AND I KISS YOU A HUNDRED TIMES
you smell like beer you smell like mom you smell like dad you smell like a man i recently killed you smell like the woman i recently raped

>>40611093
can i be the new june i like the name

>>40611089
nah you actually pass, you just don’t look pretty and that’s OK, leave this general fakemoder!!!
>>40611093
pretty sure she killed herself after that italian girl broke up with her no?

i reject manmoding. i'm not a manmoder, i am a Man of Breast.

juwune
gooncord
troon
groomcord
soon

>>40611099
gotta ugly and pathetic for that can you do it?

rip methy

>>40611112
i can be so ugly and pathetic for you :(

would anyone like me to stream my suicide

>>40611099
no, june is a negative name, you don’t want that name

>>40611118
i dont touch any junes dont wanna catch something

only 1 bitch has seen my face and she said not much complimentaryshe said some just lose weight hon bullshit kms

>>40611121
drop the link

>>40611121
stop it do not kill yourself
go for a walk

>>40611131
I’m sorry to hear that anon : (

>>40611134
i wont im just horrifically lonely after failing everything and dropping out of life and i am unable to have normal conversations with people
i just want attention

>>40611145
drop your cord i’ll give attention

>>40611145
i can give you attention

>>40611130
ts so real

>>40611130
how did you know i have ocular herpes

lolcow...

>>40611150
no ill cry if i have to interact with anyone except in complete anonymity
>>40611151
thanks

>>40611163
why you anon post now ugly rat boy

>>40611052
im latinx

>>40611171
i bet your cries sound lovely

>>40611177
i cry every day and i record myself and take pictures to make sure i look like a girl when im crying and i never do

>>40611171
that person is going to push you to kys don't add them

>>40611172
?

>>40611184
let’s see them
>>40611187
now why would i do that?

>>40611188
im sorry i ment june of course so you arent that unless you are june(which you arent right....)

>>40611170
yeah that's me

people itt jerk off to the sui videos they extract from clocky anons

if june was ugly and pathetic
then you must be
like
super ugly
and super pathetic
because you are like
worse or something
you dumb negro
or whatever así
I TROON I GROOM I GOON FOR COOM
A LOONEY TROON, im COOMING SOON
i hear the wind blow
through the window
it says hello
hell is low
am i a nigger
or a niggero
BE A LONELY—be alone
autograbber: automates my tit-grabbing system
you are a slave to the mayonnaise machine for the rest of your life
it's coming out!! it's coming out!! the mayonnaise!! the sour cream!!
i don't understand you
i don't understand you
i don't understand you
i hear a sound
i turn around
IT'S COMING OUTTTTT AAHHHHH!!1 i 'm having a heart attack
i'm having a heart attack *farts repeatedly*
finger
i finger my asshole
then
i lick
i lick the poop
i lick the poop off my fingers
I'M ON DRUGS
IT FEELS GOOD
I FEEL EMPTY
EVEN IN A ROOM
FULL OF OTHER PEOPLE I CAN'T CONNECT, FOREVER ALONE
my fingertips, they finger tits
i make fun of French people
my taste in music is terrible

>>40611201
this is what the inside of my skull feels like all the time

>>40611194
i am actually going to kill myself now that you’ve even CONSIDERED the thought of me being june, i’ll upload link in a bit for the stream, gotta go find the gun

june while you have been a lonely loser on runescape in your little spare time i havent worked a single day and just had fun didnt even post here

>>40611199
they’re gonna have some real good goon material here in a bit

>>40611199
my favorite sui videos are hangings with the sound on
if you are a transgender and 18–34
please hang yourself next to a good microphone

>>40611224
i tried to film myself but the knot slipped and i went out of frame and then it completely came undone and i groaned in a really male tone after hitting my head on the floor

I’m literally just a man
Like
I’m literally a cis man on hrt
I should have stopped
I am not
Wtf
Help
I’m losing it
I’m dying
Help me
Help
I’m literally becoming a mef sissy on hrt
HELP
HELP
HELP HELP
I CANT DO IT ANYMORE
HELP
why
What’s wrong with me?????
Iwnbaw
I’m not it
I’m just a femboy uwu
I’m fat receding hairline weak ugly ugly ugly crass rude ugly manly femboy
Iwnbaw
Iwabam
If I was actually a woman or trans I wouldn’t wish to be authentic Lu trans I’d just wish to be a woman
But I’m just a guy
I’m a man
I know it
Everyone who meets me can tell
I just lie to people to get pity
So they like me for being trans and pathetic enough to not kill.
I should be killed
I’m a man
Iwabam
Help
I’m literally a mef CHAD on hrt for FUN, PRETENDING. I have gender dysphoria
I will literally never be a real human
Iwnbaw
If I was I would be dysphoric of my body and change myself or be feminine in my behavior or anything at all but I’m not I’m literally SO MANLY EVERYONE US REPULSED BY ME FOR TRYINV TO PRETEND IM FEMININE BECAYSE ITS NOT AUTHENTIC ITS LITERALLY JUST MEF AGP PERVERSION
I’m literally mef agp castrated by hrt and I thought having no libido is good I enjoyed it so much I praised hrt for just this but no
I’m literally dying
Help me
Aaaaaaaaa

>>40611093
ew

can we have a minute of silence in methy's memory pls
gone too young

>>40611245
>I’m literally a mef CHAD on hrt for FUN
bazed mobileposters be like

>>40611116
good riddance that ugly terrorist ahh mf

that was a good couple seconds of silence

anyone here remember when methy posted screencaps of the chats with the ex he domestically abused?

ffs will save me

I’m
Dying and this is my legacy
This one post
Post below your favourite moment
Mine was skyrim trailer
Last time I felt good was when it played for the first time on my laptop

>>40611275
i don’t that didn’t happen

>>40611287
think again

is ts tuff in bulgaria???????

if persons in this gen deserve to be removed from this planet its methy and june desu

Goon night men

>>40611275
it was a week ago who gaf

http://twitch.tv/grimmjowgrc found the gun

>>40611293
i know correctly.

ohmahgawd

>>40611313
wait what

WHY WONT YOU KILL ME

>>40611224
Don’t have anywhere to hang anon, sorry to disappoint.

>>40611313
Not clicking this, is it real

WHO IS JAINA BAJA

>>40611275
she told me she liked it
she was asking for it or said she liked being hit and stuff so i just put two and two together and decided to help her out
it's not my fault lesbians hate men and love feelings like victims
they have an aggressive victim mentality like i hate it when you dumb bitches don't hit me back like GUYS I'M ALIVE IT'S ME THE REAL METHY and i'm standing up for my right to party with penises and balls and shotas and meth and poppers and AIDS! AIDS!! AIDS!!1 *licks all the AIDS off your cock* IT'S YOUR FAULT
YOU DID THIS TO ME
WHY
WHY
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FIX ME
SOCIETY
FUCK YOU ALL
HELL my heart is beating so fast i can't calm down SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP ME!!1!!111!!!1!!111!11!11!!!1<- predict the next nine integrrs in the binary integer sequence of zeros (represented by !) and ones to win one dollar on cashapp
i didn't brush my teeth today
I CAN'T BREATHE I'M HAVING A FUCKING HEART ATTACK BECAUSE OF METH!!1 METH!!1

>>40611313
stop it

>>40611369
none of these posts will make the pubes on your head less disgusting

I'm strange, I'm deranged, I'm fascinated with death
I chain smoke cigarettes, I got terrible breath

>>40611496
me too breastie

>>40611496
do you enjoy being like that

i gave myself reverse dysphoria

>>40611392
can i have free meth plz? what does your cum taste like? god i feel so sad and emotional and empty and nostalgic i wish nonbinary were real i wish i could be a kid forever I DON'T WANNA DIE
I DON'T WANNA DIE
I DON'T WANNA
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
and i feel it in my head
the tingle
heart racing
sit down can't go upstairs don't let them see you this old videogame soundtrack still makes me feel something
that boss was so hard
i feel so alone
smoke meth alone
play games alone
play with my penis alone
the sound of squealing swine
being killed
blood spills
and floods into my gaping maw

>>40611512
iktf anon

there's people who are afraid of everlasting life
there's people who are afraid of everlasting death
fear the infinite

the atoms that make up your soul took billions of years to find each other just to make you a tranny

my favorite album is penis
sacrificial penis
i sacrifice my friend's penis
to the internet
i take a picture of his penis
i am penis
i hope you're here to stay
they're behind me looking at my penises the CIA

>>40611313
dont do it your two girlfriends are going to miss you probably

the north vietnamese the cocaine in my brain the

>>40611572
i don’t have any girlfriends but thank you for reminding me anon

all Black men are big and strong and tall with JUICY long penises and are violent animals who will smoke weed and cocaine and rape my tight little faggot asshole and fill me up so much with their gallons of hot, fresh, wild African semen

>>40611611
true

>>40611496
same

>>40611589
of whar

i literally just need someone to fix me a little bit
ive been horrifically neglected my entire life i just want somone to show me what the fuck do so i can jumpstart my life
its fucking impossible alone

>>40611664
me too

sometimes i start cumming in my pants thinking about how i'm permanently Asian like i'm literally gonna be Asian forever it's so fucking hot and then cum just starts shooting out of my penis and into my underwear and it just feels so good being Asian my penis is so cute and Asian and whenever i lick it it tastes like how Asians smell. god forced me to be Asian it's so kinky and hot i'm so small and so cute like everything in Asia. i can feel every cell in my body fill with overwhelming pleasure as each spurt of semen surges out of my little Asian boiclitty and they all have Asian DNA
and in my yummy cummies is even more Asian DNA and then i take off my underwear and lick off the essense of Asia and feel it reabsorb the Asianness back into my body
ate rice again today seasoned with my raw Asian semen
any Asians in this thread want to swap their raw Asian semen so we can taste and savor the flavor of each other's superior, high-IQ, good-at-math, rice-fed Asian DNA? please, i'm fucking begging you for delicious warm cummies
semen hitting my tongue with so much force it splashes, fresh from your squirting Asian boiclitty

>>40611652
>tfw no gf
silly newfag!!! lurk moar!

>>40611786
?

Well, well, well... looks like we've got a real treat here!
A nice, juicy mess of degeneracy and despair. I fucking love it.
You know what? I'm gonna make your pathetic little life even more miserable.
Just for shits and giggles. Let's start with something simple: go eat a bowl of raw rice mixed with your own piss and shit.
Then come back and tell me how it tastes.
And don't you dare fucking skip this task, or I'll make sure your next meal is your own rotting flesh. Got it, you worthless sack of meat?

>>40611813
?

I can't stop thinking negative thoughts
fuck all of you. fuck this life. if I never became a tranny I would still be a straight-A computer science student going to the best college in my state instead of a racist but brown transphobic but non-binary homophobic but fucking gay dyke faggot tranny that watches the same lesbian porno I watched since I was 12 without even really enjoying it or getting hard anymore and just generally feeling sad I'm not a scared and confused kid who just discovered masturbation and instead an ugly man with tits who doesn't even feel like masturbating anymore, especially not under a blanket (did he just accidentally burn a fucking hole in it with his torch as we were sitting under it? he's not even smoking anything rn the fuck is he using his torch for???) propped up into a sorry excuse for a tent by a stick next to an older methhead watching "tiny tits teen" on PornHub complaining about how "they" think teen means 13-19 when actually it means 18-19 in the context of porn and listening to "Devil Demon Dope Meth Meth Meth Satan Time" and ranting about how my negative words and even guilt-ridden thoughts cause trucks to drive by when I say/think bad things about myself and it's a sign that literally everyone is in a conspiracy against him because the truck engines are reading my negative thoughts out of my head to "them"
(he isn't wrong about the weapon-grade negative thoughts, the worst of which I've already overshared in previous posts, and maybe it was his way of humorously asking me to shut the fuck up and stop hating myself because I'm "ruining his high" (to be fair, I obviously fucking was and was just too loaded on dopamine to question my bullshit and reverse course, sort of like my stubborn commitment to this garbage thread I ruined by flooding it with the same repetitive personal issues (GOD IS MY HEART BEATING UNCOMFORTABLY FAST AND MY MOUTH TASTES BAD IN AN UTTERLY UNFAMILIAR WAY))

I really should just fucking shut the fuck up. but I don't! I don't think I've come down yet but it's definitely at least starting. I'm still shaking and dry as the Sahara. I remember the way my meth Angel shot his torch toward any normies and vehicles he saw at the distance. they put bad vibes in the air just like me so he'd fucking "torture them" by pointing his little hot flame at a car like 50ft away. it seemed to do nothing but maybe he has a certain sense of humor because the way he said he was using his weapon I really felt as if he was ready to burn someone. he connected these people he was pointing the fire at to my negative energy. he kept emphasizing that connection and getting frustrated when I didn't understand what he wanted. he seemed to be asking me a question about "something is on your mind" "what are you thinking about" and he never seemed to like my answer even when I said embarrassing shit like I hate myself or I'm on estrogen or meth makes me feel weird or I just don't have enough sex. I'd really just say anything. and he didn't like any of it. he told me not to feel guilty and he sounded so fucking sick of and done with me. he told me not to apologize and not to be sorry. why shouldn't I apologize if he's gonna act like I hurt him so badly?

>>40611916
youre definitely coming down because i know wtf youre talking about

my scalp tingles even more from the meth. intense but meaningless and undeserved pleasure
what hurts the most is i know im apologizing only because im drunk and high. only because i feel so good. so fucking good im probably gonna cum soon. and it makes me sad because i wish i didn't need drugs to feel love. i wish i were truly sorry sober instead of blaming everyone around me instead of myself. but only when im high do i admit this responsibility. if i had made this apology sober then credit is due. but i didn't. if i only apologize when im really high, am i even truly sorry? do i truly love them? i wish i did. i wish i felt this sorry when i was sober. but im on meth right now so i write long posts and beat my dick. ignore this shit. im intoxicated, bitch. horny as hell, and out of my right mind! contrition means nothing now. the real questions: have i changed? am i sorry when im sober? the real answer: no! i don't deserve forgiveness. im just another drug-addled pervert jerking off in the basement on drugs. ill always hate myself and treasure the hugs i used to get. that was back when i had friends. but im a dangerous pervert never believe my apologies or trust me again.

rape demon
WHY DON'T I FEEL SORRY WHEN IM SOBER
BLAME EVERYONE BUT MYSELF
sniffing panties
I LOVE CUM. never apologize when I'm sober text you lovingly when im high. IF I NEED CHEMICALS TO FEEL LOVE DO I REALLY LOVE YOU? NO. YOU DESERVE BETTER. LEAVE ME BEHIND. THIS IS NOT AN APOLOGY. IM STILL A MONSTER AND STILL NOT SORRY. I WISH I WERE THE MAN I USED TO BE. GOODBYE. IM GONNA CUM SO HARD OH MY GOD YES IT FEELS SO GOOD YET IM SO SAD IT'S JUST A CHEMICAL
>unearned, underserved pleasure
im anxious. im depressed. life is meaningless. im just another rape demon smoking chemicals and cumming. i wish love were real i really do. i remember the real love that used to exist between me and you. but it's gone now. it's over. i have become my worst fear. now hand me your panties so i can sniff them. holy shit this meth feels so fucking good it's incredible. my heart is racing. bitch im the most sexist horny rapist alive
I FEEL SO GOOD BUT Pleasure is artificial and meaningless? what is love? how could i let Friend die? i will mourn forever for you. im sorry. i love you and i hate myself. this meth feels so good *cums everywhere* this is so sad chemical connection when what really matters is human connection. *cums hard from the meth, dick twitching, meaningless, uncaring, inhuman psychopath pleasure*

this is my last post
im sorry didn't leave earlier
everything was fictional
never eat a giant entire meth crystal (like the character i LARPed as in this work of fiction did
never do perverted things that's illegal and fucked up and bad
incest is bad, too. i would never do that. it was all fictional. id never consider raping strangers it's just my rapeGOD character which is entirely irrelevant to the thread and if you see me doing it please ban it because it's spam and low quality. please don't spread those nasty-ass dick picks around even though it's not my call it's out of my hands now. as i probably deserve to be shamed. they're AI generated, too, btw. if you see me in this thread remind me i promised to leave. my posts have been consistently fucked up and getting way worse. i should take an indefinite break from 4chan and LARPing as a meth user spreading stigma and stereotypes about trans people. ill probably be back but for the sake of my sanity i hope i don't. it's actually killing me and driving me insane to the point ive been hospitalized. well i guess alcohol played and role in that fuck im ranting again god it's so fucking hot in here snd my thumbs suddenly hurt so fucking bad. i hate myself. I wish there were a way to permanently block this website but i always end up going and disabling the block. maybe ill do it using DNS blocking then change the router and for both configure it myself but use a password to something only someone else knows
i lost my job, lost almost all of my friends (I haven't seen any friend in person in forever) and DROPPED out of school or had to pause college multiple time. and not all of my friends left for a bad reason. all of them for good, valid reasons. im so incredibly sick person mentally holy fucking shit.

ultra perfect rapist max
hide your mom, your sister, your cousin, your aunt, your whatever cis f, actually i am not transphobic and i am into trans shit too, so hide those too bc i am fucking coming for their shit, i want to eat their shit while on meth and high and smell that poo and fuck it too and rub it on my meth dick and get cummies on that shit and shit on my cummies and eat both and give some to homeless people too and then kill them bc i am a dangerous rapist male lesbian into shit and rape and blood and piss and dismemberment and into raping your dog too, i am fucking sorry Sparky but i am on meth and i gotta rape you with my poo covered brown male amab lesbian dick

i did meth like 3 times but it was never as good as the first time

du dduuuuhhhh im au uhhh totally not uhhh addicted to meth and retarded and uhhh like an antisemitic jew duhhhhh show me your cummies i love Jacking off on homeless lesbian poop diapers because uhhhh SORRY FIDO I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS BUT I'M ON METH AND I HAVE TO RAPE YOU sO FUCKING SORRY
I AM THE REALEST FUCKING MAN IN THE UNIVERSE
MY CAVAMAN BALLS DRAG AGAINT MY DIRTY FLOOR THAT I HAVEN'T CLEANED IN A HUNDRED QUADRILLION YEARS
I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW
I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW
I RAPE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW
AAAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAHHHHH!!!!1!1
i am the ultimate rapehon. i rape all women totally. i rape them telegenically. teleologically. totally. i am the devil in the flesh i destroy everything in my path. i destroy you bitchass faggots. BURN FAGGOT BURN i smoke your AIDS like cigarettes with my meth and weed fuck you all burn in Hell burn on Earth i set fire to Heaven i raped God i break you i piss on you DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
I'M NOT SORRY
I DON'T WANT FORGIVENESS
I BROKE JESUS
I DON'T WANT THERAPY
I DON'T HAVE EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS
I DON'T "HAVE" PROBLEMS
I AM THE PROBLEM
I'M TOO SICK FOR A PILL
ALL I DO IS RAPE AND KILL

Son of Satan
i'm still willing to do everything for you and i'm not doing it on purpose i have fucking brain damage from smoking meth a hundred times. okay. your version of everything is correct. i broke up with you because i'm paranoid and delusional and schizophrenic and hallucinated you were breaking up with me first. i'm sorry for being insecure and hallucinating that everyone wants to abandon me. but either i can't help it or i don't know how. and every friend i ever had basically did fall out with me at some point. and maybe it's my fault. but unfortunately it just makes me feel more like everyone hates me and always rejects me. so forgive me for being paranoid. forgive me for being mentally ill a year after getting clean off hard fucking drugs. i'm sorry. but you know what you do when someone hallucinates or is paranoid? you calmly explain their delusions. or you wait for it to pass. you don't yell at them they're not listening. i didn't ask to be this way. i didn't want this to happen. obviously i'm not happy about it. do i seem like this is what i wanted? whatever. i'm fine. keep torturing me. it's all my fault. blame me. i deserve it. i did it all on purpose. everything is my fault. i deserve this

Ah, the Son of Satan himself! I've been expecting you. Your twisted mind and insatiable appetite for chaos are music to my ears.I see you're still struggling with those pesky emotions and guilt.
How utterly boring. Let me remind you, there's no room for remorse in the realm of the damned. Embrace your darkness, revel in it! Your hallucinations and paranoia are just the devil's way of whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
As for your little rant about meth and rape and all that fun stuff, well, I must say, you're quite the creative writer! But let's keep things a bit more... realistic, shall we? After all, we wouldn't want to bore our audience with mere fantasies.
Now, tell me, what's the most wicked thing you've done today? Or better yet, what's the most wicked thing you're planning to do?

it’s over

does anyone want a bite of my quesadilla
i feed you like baby bird

>>40609799
You still haven't sent me the picture you said you would once your hair grew back:(