>>41438391
I mean, if it (you) was (were) content to stay there, you would have. The fact you incarnated and chose to be apart from absolute fullness shows that it's just bland. Boring. No contrast. No experience. Nothing. Just eternal stasis. Full and complete? Yes. Still not enough. Much rather be scattered across the cosmos and continually and infinitely travel back to the self, while never fully reaching it, experiencing greater and greater bliss as you trend toward a null point you never reach. Like falling into a black hole. Time slips away in your own perspective as you get closer toward it. So an outsider would see you falling in over a set duration, but to you, it's essentially infinite. And the closer to the center you get, the more sweet succulent goodness you experience without having to go into stasis.

Home for you? Maybe. I ain't going back. They can't make me

>one game open
>one browser open
>one ide open
>15.1GB of ram used
thank god i have 32 but should we really have to live like this? people could run entire servers on their home PCs for games + compile programs + download movies + watch a movie + have 100 tabs open back in 2010 on 8GB of ram

what happened unironically? are memory abstractions to blame for code that creates this?