>>514232253
>Share your stories, what worked, what failed.
Nothing
Nothing fucking worked, not booze, not drugs, not actual meds, not being a gymfag, nothing
I just gave up and started consuming massive amounts of occult and esoteric literature back when I was about 20, being half-schizophrenic is much more soothing than being an anxious depressed autistic failure, although I still want to kill myself every 2-3 days at least it's not 100% of the time like before
Engaging with society in any way at all, from people to institutions, just ends up in getting me cut out and removed passively, like oil and water still separate after you pour them both in a bottle and shake it, people just sense when you're not normal in some way and remove you, even when you think you're a decent actor
Fuck this retarded disgusting world, I don't want to have contact with anyone