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I seem to value the bonds of the people I knew, the people I loved so unbelievably highly that when someone cuts the cord from me and I lose all the reminders of their presence... only then do I really start to miss them.
In that way, Molly, I'm not sure when you did unfriend me, block me, whatever, it's the noticing of it, knowing there's no way to contact someone any more, only then does the realisation, the weight of it all, truly strike me through the heart.
So I'll send this, a message in a bottle, saying I finally realise what we had and what I've lost, however flawed it may have been, I can say now looking back that I did love you, I especially loved your cooking too.

Noticing this pattern I'm going to make sure I spend some time with my family this weekend, but I would ask, if you come across this, that we talk a little, I think I'd love to hold you again, with love always,

AB