Should I say fuck it and spend 2 more years in college to get a Mechanical Engineering degree?

I'm on my last semester in my zoology degree and i'm already nervous about the prospect of getting any actual employment and I am eyeing the idea of immediately reapplying to my Uni for a ME degree

Here are several reasons why I think it might be worthwhile:

>have enough credits in math, physics, coding, and chemistry that I would be entering the degree with 4 semesters out of the way, meaning I could graduate in 2 years
>JUST received 36 months of chapter 35 from my father which would turn my each semester's tuition cost down to around $3.5K
>Parents are coincidentally moving close to my Uni and are cool with me staying with them until I graduate
>Am fairly skilled in math. Granted it's been like 3 years since I had a math class so I would have to independently build back up my math skills but I've proven myself before
>Have a passion for 3D modeling

>5'8
manlet but whatever I can work with it
>shoulders
decent width even while I'm auschwitz mode, probably pretty good if I bulk up more
>6 inches
mediocre but whatever, don't care about pleasing size queens
>EXTREME handlet and wristlet
FUCK THIS FUCKING SHIT IT'S FUCKING OVER FOR ME FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCK
brutal fucking REMINDER that even dorky weeb girls that don't need you to be a foot taller with a 10 inch dick are the primary demographic that femgoon to giant hands grasping and groping them, it's so fucking over for me

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>>60575733
>My interview is tomorrow

I'm in my last year of high school and I have to get my diploma to go to higher education where I'm already accepted but I have ~ 9/20 with continuous assessment so I need > 10/20 general average for 5 exams (2 oral, 3 written) including 1 where I'm horribly bad (philosophy). If I fail either I'll have to take a resit or repeat my year, but I think I'd prefer kms because I hate hate hate high school (the social aspect), but I'm frightened of failing and it starts on Monday (by philosophy)

For most of my life, I've always had the same problem: I'm almost incapable of socializing. I feel so mediocre and awkward that I'm afraid people will hate me, so I'm avoidant. But I'm almost an adult, and at my old age, it's getting awkward (and being alone makes me want to ropemaxx).
But basically, how am I supposed to overcome this? Every time I make a social effort, I fumble, then I just want to spend a week alone, and I'm too cowardly to ropemaxx.