This is literally the worst fucking mental disorder. I am afflicted with it. I have though, every single day, obsessively for this person for the last 9 years. 9 years of my life surrounded in my head with him. Please don't date us. I'm fucked up in the head and gay. Dating us will literally just make an inseparable pair bond that ruins our lives.

He's never coming back for me (I deserve this suffering)

Never used it. Never will. No google account, no twitter account, no social media, finally deleted Discord. Returned to IRC... Hopped on EFNet and the boys are still around. Russian VPS. Deleted from every data broker. Use my credit union to handle my money. Feels good being free. Have my own application which routes everything over tor for me to browse youtube with. So don't need that either. Primarily use odysee and bitchut anyway.

Feels good being 21 and ahead of the game.

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For me it's Coca Cola