>>938991337

For Nembutal and DDMAPH, some routes of getting it require crypto or access to a black market. For Nitrogen, you can get the materials anywhere. Make absolute certain its 100% nitrogen. No less.

For nembutal youll have to get it from a country that sells it over the counter, the dark web, or youll have to synthesize it yourself. In those other countries youll likely be turned away a few times but eventually youll find one that will sell. Its realllly fucking EXPENSIVE (like 1-2 grand) as its highly controlled legally, but its the go-to for its simplicity. Its a schedule 2 in the us and you could be sent to prison or fined for having it imported.

Picrel is how to do DDMAPH. It acts the same basically as nembutal, its a mix of Digoxin (100mg) Diazepam (1 gram) Morphine (youll have to find it on the black market/dark web, 15 grams) Amitriptyline (8 grams) and Phenobarb (5 grams) taken in a certain order. You could get some of these legally without going to other countries or ordering from the dark web.

I got all of this info from a suicide handbook with all of the cureent resources for vendors, ingredients etc and all of the different painless methods that is updated yearly by a dedicated community called the peaceful pill (you can pirate the 2023 edition of annas archive), theres a lot of other methods in it but these are the best basically.

Wishing you the absolute best in anything and everything. I'm sorry this world is so cruel and the people in it so messed up. Your mental health matters most to me.