>43 days and all that improved was line confidence
>nigga doesn't even build form
>no terminator or even shadow
>no colours at all
>null
>nada
>zit
>nu
well frankly, you are beyond improvement because you approach learning like a gymbro approaches a muscle, which is an incorrect approach in this context.

Also unrelated notee, but I hate femboys or whatever else that vexing and unsightly publicly degenerate appearance you're trying to portray is.
The whole "I'm cutesy and feminine but actually a massive sodomite" thing is most bruxing and unsightly.