I have so much love and affection to give, I wish I could've done so in my teenage years back in school. Spending days and days with my bf in our rooms, playing together, doing hot stuff when we're alone at home, baking, meeting at school's entrance everyday, him teasing me, watching him taking his shirt off in the smelly lockers, hugging in front of everyone, planning our future together and promising to always be together...

I mourn something I never lived and never will able to