ugh it’s just, Anakin finds himself in the equivalent of hell almost, it’s probably the reason he’s a slave, many of the aliens he’s around could almost be from hell (maybe, that’s another question) and he must realize at some point he’s there, because he also could almost be from hell himself, it’s like the same for him as the other aliens.

And truth be told, I was looking at some
Things, particularly I remember with Kingdom Hearts and Big Hero 6, there was just this one scene and I don’t even know if it’s the intention and I don’t think there’s anything wrong with them, but it just felt like they were aliens to me almost these special Disney characters, and I just thought they seemed too ‘light’ to me like that seemed to be the intended message of their designs and animations they were supposed to seem really light and it’s sort of foreign to me to say more appropriately.

I don’t know for sure but I just feel like I could be potentially really dark or something.

The thing is, I almost like those ‘dark’ emotions and feelings, I don’t like feeling too airy or light, at least just not all the time. I like to feel sort of heavy and grounded almost.

I don’t know what this means for me. I am just torn