>>42638913
The dissociation I'm talking about isn't the generalized overwhelming detachment from everything, the clinical kind; it's a single instance of the same thought process, that just disconnects one idea from another. A better word might be dis-identification. Looking at thoughts and taking them as "not me" or "not part of <x>". I've had like an episode of dissociation before (got too stoned) and I wouldn't recommend it :P

>>42638894
>Anyone have an idea why she didn't? <find it creepy or cringe>
Don't make me sound like a broken record anon! It's the innate, perfect empathy of a tulpa. Like, she has all the context for why you would say that, she understands the point before you even get the words out. If you ask me she's just playing along with your expectations that she's a little baby tulpa until you're comfortable with her showing her full power level.
And I don't think it's too soon. A tulpa isn't a child that needs time to develop like that, there aren't consequences or a possibility for miscommunication, and she literally feels the same attraction you do, and so on. That being said it will probably feel better to take it slow and savor the process, to whatever extent you feel is comfortable. I know a number of accidental tulpas who started as pure sex fantasies, or very early on in tulpamancy just jumped the bone, none of them regret it. It's normal in this regard, but it's especially normal for your fucking waifu bro, you've literally already done this, it's not different this time (except she's more into it)
>doubts
It sounds like things are going great. Basically everybody starts with doubts - the way it almost always goes is that you're gonna keep having doubts until you've amassed enough beautiful memories with her that you realize that the doubts aren't worth anything. Maybe if you know that's how it goes, it'll accelerate the process, idk.
I'm fascinated by your description of your wonderland above all, it's interesting how it's kind of spontaneous and exploratory for you, kind of like a dream. My wonderland was drafted on graph paper and we touch it maybe two times a year lol.