i have been acting weird lately.
i have destroyed all my relationships
i can't control myself anymore
i can't act normal anymore
i can't control my mouth anymore

/pol/ is there any coming back from this shit? i feel too far gone now, i can't even pretend to be

im the bad guy after i revealed my powerlevel and crashed out

everyone and i mean everyone has gone silent, like bruh u put me in this shit in the first place, it just weird. ive been having schizo thoughts feelings and shit but whatever, i know whats going on god is with me