Why are the problems in my life so pathetic?
>AGP from birth
>3rd worlder
>lazy as fuck
>zero social skills
>bitches about anything
>genuinely a bad person
>some mild flavor of autistic
Some people need to struggle with chronic illnesses, life-threatening addictions or extreme poverty. I know I should be glad I don't need to deal with those, but I can't help but feel completely worthless when the things that fuck my life over are so... childish? Pitiful? I can't even find the words for it.
I know most of these are my fault and I need to fix this myself. I want to change. But how do I move on knowing I spent almost 2 decades being this worthless? I feel like I'll never make up for living like this.
Is anyone else this disappointing as a person? Is this just the average repper life? John 50 gave me the impression we would have decent careers at the very least.