>>40598871
anon... i understand you, and im sorry..
you need to tell him that you trusted him to NOT do this and that you don't see him the same way.
tell him, that these 'jokes' make you feel uncomfortable and you want him to stop

and letting someone be your owner is only a good idea when you have extreme trust in them, so maybe don't let this guy manipulate you

>I DON'T WANT TO SAY NO BC HE'S SUCH A CLOSE FRIEND
say no
oh and don't let him this he can 'fix' you.
if he doesn't stop cut him off

Part of why I transitioned is a kink and that's literally cool and fun. I find being a cute boy fun and sexy, and find actually turning into a boy the ultimate fulfillment of a kink I've had since long before I knew transition was a thing. I love what T has turned me into, I'll literally get off by rubbing my own abs, and feeling how T has changed my body, I've gotten so much stronger and lost so much weight. I've gone from a mid tier shy girl, to a hot confident twink. It's like something I used to fantasize about has come true. Nothings better then going out and have people he/himing me, and thinking I'm a normal boy, and having other trans people kiss me and cuddle me and afirm my gender. I even have a cute boyfriend now who I get to have really treat me as a boy, this is so great. If you have a kink for changing gender transition now, it's worth it and you'll be happy.

Is it common for trannies to stop feeling emotions past the age of 12? 5 trannies independently told me this. how was your emotional development anonette?

I am short and ugly. I can't be an ugly but strong man and I can't be a weak but beautiful woman. I do not care about love. I dont care about the validation of my peers, but also, it seems, I will never have an identity. I have no marketable interests. I am also very poor so all jobs I must work are physical labor or lowpaying. Chronic pain, chronic depression, autism, ptsd. Let's say you were in my scenario. What is stopping you from killing yourself?

>>2233995
still my grub2 paper
>>2254610
cute